I need REST!!

what should i do..
i feel like wanna give up physics..
but i know i can't..
my brain like trafic jam..
all stuck together..><
sorry papa and mama
i already try my best to study physics..
but the distance between us still far away
sorry fong shelhiel...
i know u love physics..
and u hope i can love him too
but i didn't fall in love with him..
our connections(physics and me) are different..= =
i want rest..
i need rest..
i do not want to think anything right now..
i want beach!!
sea water can takes all the bad things away from me..
and all the sad things..
i want rest and i want BEACH!!