Stop Studying Exam??

and

what should i do??
today is the last day of october
tomorrow is my final exam for SAM course..
i feel so tired..
seriously..i need holiday..
i feel that my brain is twisting..
i always listen to the song name "thank you those who love me"
from selina..
she is strong!!
she met an accident..
she can survive..
why i can't??!?
just only exam!!
i can survive in exam!!
>...<
seriously..i need rest..
but DO NO STOP STUDYING EXAM!!!

Miracle

Will miracle happen in our life?

although you pray hard..

actually miracle will not happen in our life...

our result or anything else is depend on us..

how hardworking we were..how the result will be..

but i still hope there is a miracle in my hand..

can make my dreams come true..

MIRACLE..

please come in front of me

and tell me that you're the miracle

for me..

I need REST!!

what should i do..
i feel like wanna give up physics..
but i know i can't..
my brain like trafic jam..
all stuck together..><
sorry papa and mama
i already try my best to study physics..
but the distance between us still far away
sorry fong shelhiel...
i know u love physics..
and u hope i can love him too
but i didn't fall in love with him..
our connections(physics and me) are different..= =
i want rest..
i need rest..
i do not want to think anything right now..
i want beach!!
sea water can takes all the bad things away from me..
and all the sad things..
i want rest and i want BEACH!!

Oh my World

这几个月来
我似乎已经成醉在自己的世界了
似乎不再接受第2个人来到我的世界
我喜欢这样
世界充满自己的想法
不被任何人影响
就在这时候
我开始喜欢幻想
其实一直以来都爱
可是现在更爱了
未来充满了去多未知数
让我一一去解开
好兴奋哦
嘿嘿
这几个月来
没有爱人，没有被爱
这样的感觉还不错
可是有一点寂寞><
有心事的时候不知道要找谁倾诉
结果是找我家可爱的爸爸=)
爸爸说过如果我交了男朋友
就不会粘他了吧
听到的时候好难过><
爸爸妈妈我会一直粘你们的啦，放心
自己的世界没有人能明白
只有那个未来的人才会明白
在呆多几年在自己的世界吧
不想要自己的世界被其他人牵着