what is love?

i lost my happiness...
i threw it away myself!!
what the hell!!
but everything is too late for me to get back

my friend is a gay..
he waits the other guy for a few years..
he thought he left him is good for him..
but he doesn't know..
after he left him, that guy use many ways to commit suicide
but failed!!
in this few years, the other guy tried his best to get back him...
he let his parents to accept it...
'he is a gay!!'
their ending is good: they together!!!!
because of the true love

how about me??
i lost him..
he doesn't want me anymore...
i can't give him what he wants..
i lost him...
got a new girl around him everyday...
not me.....
i hope to ...
but ....everything too late!!!