arh!!!!!!!gona be crazy!!!

wohoo!!!!!!
ok...i know that i'm emotional...
two hours ago..i'm very emo...because of my ex...

hahahahha~~
but now....i'm happy until....???
my dad agreed!!!!
he let me to go netherland!!and study there
so happy man!!

unversity of utrecht is my dream...
i feel that i will get it...!!hahhaha...[only feeling= =]
im not sure they need dutch language or not..
if they need....
my dad also agreed to send me there for 1 year course[dutch language=)]

crazy lar!!!!!!
hahhahahhha!!!


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my result must be 90% above....
if i got 90% above
dono they wan me or not...
haiz..!!
nvm!!i dun care!!
if you have a will, u have a way!!
i'll let them accpet me!!
hahahhahahhahha!!!
because i'm very cute..right ??hahhaha!!

原理

刺猬的原理我不必教你吧
你的朋友对你如宝贝
即使教你了，你也不会理解

真的不想恨你
可是我还没有勇气去选择宽恕
可是我现在应该选择宽恕

因为canon in d...
因为你和他
因为我的未来

放手...是最好的吧！！
加油！！

last kiss

this is a name of a song..
last kiss from pearl jam
it was talking about a car accident
the guy was driving the car and his girlfriend was sitting beside him
his girlfriend died in the accident

after the accident..
the poor girl wanted the guy hold her for her a while
and they kissed..
that was their last kiss in their life...

teacher wan us to write something about this
what should i write?
write u met an accident ?
write u lost memory..?

u don't know
when teacher discussed this, i'm so sad!!i wanna cry that time
u don't know
that time i'm thinking all about u..
u don't know
when your friend texted me ..i'm so sad

u got a such best friend..
but me...
i'm so helpless
the essay teacher called us to write is one part of the exam
congratz,,i really don't know what to write..
maybe i write until half way..i'll cry non-stop..

evrything from now...
u are just something.....undescrirable
maybe just act as don't know..like u

i'll keep everything inside and act normal in front of everybody..
include u...
i think this is wad u want..

我的心声

我未完成的事

換掉我身上的舊電池

感情的期限已到此為止
放心這並不是什麼末日
世界還是老樣子

愛上你該愛上的女子
全心全意守護她一輩子
到達我到達不了的位置
去完成我未完成的事

時間就像一把鑰匙
鎖住兩個人的癡
心痛一下子也好過勉強
在一起的自私

相愛是兩個人美好的旅行
淚水和笑聲都盡收眼底
謝謝你給的愛
閃耀我單薄的生命
成長需要一些曾經
分手是兩個人各自的修行
傷心時練習逆著風前進
就算沒了緣分
不代表沒愛的能力
放手是因為我真的愛過你

i hate u!!!

u break my heart againn and again
i dono how sweet between of u and her
but i really hate to see everything about u!!!
i hate u!!!

espeacially when i saw your facebook...
i hate u..
can u dissapear in this world?
can u??!?

nvm..i gona leave..
leave this stupid place
before i leave...
i'll send u a message..
only 3 words: i hate u!!

lazy..

actually today i wanna go to college to do some math revisions
because of the bersih thing near college..
so i can't go>,,<
so scary...><

stay at home very very very lazy...
i felt my bed calling me whole day
the computer pulling me whole day....
and my brain try to stop working.....
arhhhhhh!!!!!!
although i see something about my dream~
my brain did not work!!
arhhhh!!!!

how how how???
i slept for many hours...
i watched movies many many hours..
i stared at the study table many many many hours...
damage!!!how can it be!!!!!!

nevermind!!take it easy..~
after rest..study study study!!![now!!]
fighting!!!
90% is not easy for me!!
work harder!!!!!
university of utrecht !!!!i'm coming!!
i know when i step in the door of that uni...
i will be very proud and happy...
hahahha...maybe i'll laugh whole day???
=) hope so...hope that day will appear in my life
good luck..jia ruey!!

someone..important

actually there are many ppl important
parents, relatives, teachers, friends...
they always be with me..
support me...

daddy and mummy..
thank you for your support
and let me study in a good college..
what i decided..both of u will fully support..
thank you!!

brothers and sister..
3 of u are my idols..
try to learn something for u...
i wan to be a doctor/vet..
and study in university of utrecht
i'll reach my goal
like u all..can choose the work u like

teachers in taylor's college
thank you for giving us stress
thank you ms.lee(my previous piano teacher)
she is in netherland now...
this few days i chat with her...
she said: if u have a will, u have a way!!
yeah!!i like this very much!!
i can do it!!!

friends..
thank you shi cheng for waking me up everyday
when i feel sleepy..u are there chat with me
thank you fong shelhiel that teaching me study skills
no memorising!!only understanding!!hahaha!!
i got it after u taught me..
friends in taylor's college..
u guys are so good and kind..
teach me a lot of things
teach me how to solve questions and problems
although u guys know that i'm stupid

all of u are so nice and good!!!
i'll work harder!!!to get into UNIVERSITY OF UTRECHT
AND MEDICINE / VETERINARY MEDICINE!!

study ...study...study...study....
understanding!!!!!!