lazy..

actually today i wanna go to college to do some math revisions
because of the bersih thing near college..
so i can't go>,,<
so scary...><

stay at home very very very lazy...
i felt my bed calling me whole day
the computer pulling me whole day....
and my brain try to stop working.....
arhhhhhh!!!!!!
although i see something about my dream~
my brain did not work!!
arhhhh!!!!

how how how???
i slept for many hours...
i watched movies many many hours..
i stared at the study table many many many hours...
damage!!!how can it be!!!!!!

nevermind!!take it easy..~
after rest..study study study!!![now!!]
fighting!!!
90% is not easy for me!!
work harder!!!!!
university of utrecht !!!!i'm coming!!
i know when i step in the door of that uni...
i will be very proud and happy...
hahahha...maybe i'll laugh whole day???
=) hope so...hope that day will appear in my life
good luck..jia ruey!!

someone..important

actually there are many ppl important
parents, relatives, teachers, friends...
they always be with me..
support me...

daddy and mummy..
thank you for your support
and let me study in a good college..
what i decided..both of u will fully support..
thank you!!

brothers and sister..
3 of u are my idols..
try to learn something for u...
i wan to be a doctor/vet..
and study in university of utrecht
i'll reach my goal
like u all..can choose the work u like

teachers in taylor's college
thank you for giving us stress
thank you ms.lee(my previous piano teacher)
she is in netherland now...
this few days i chat with her...
she said: if u have a will, u have a way!!
yeah!!i like this very much!!
i can do it!!!

friends..
thank you shi cheng for waking me up everyday
when i feel sleepy..u are there chat with me
thank you fong shelhiel that teaching me study skills
no memorising!!only understanding!!hahaha!!
i got it after u taught me..
friends in taylor's college..
u guys are so good and kind..
teach me a lot of things
teach me how to solve questions and problems
although u guys know that i'm stupid

all of u are so nice and good!!!
i'll work harder!!!to get into UNIVERSITY OF UTRECHT
AND MEDICINE / VETERINARY MEDICINE!!

study ...study...study...study....
understanding!!!!!!

energy!!

don't stop!!!
keep going...
believe that i can do it!!
although i got bad results in previous exams
but if i work hard...
write everything that i understood
and related to questions..
i think i can score high marks!!

don't stop!!
keep going...
believe that i can do it!!
keep the dreams and move forward to it!!

remember that:
champions aren't made in gyms.
champions are made from something they have deep inside them
A DESIRE, A DREAM AND A VISSION!!

i knew that a lot of things i need to learn
i knew that everything is challenging
i knew that there is not easy to success
i knew that my future has a long way to go
i knew that i need to appreciate what i got right now
i knew that my dreams are difficult to achieve

BUT I KNEW THAT EVERYTHING HAS CHANCES
CHANCE TO APPLY
CHANCE TO GET
CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE
CHANCE TO SUCCESS!!

this is tang jia ruey!!
i have to get what i want!!
don't do something will make me regret!

i knew it is very important for my life
this is life!!
enjoy it!!
good luck guys!!=)

ohhhhh!!!!!!!!

this time gone!!!

damage!!!!!

cham cham cham!!!!

just now i got some information from college's counselor!!

it is about University of UTRECHT!!

this time die!!

if i study hard from now...can ????

can i do it????very very very very hard!!!!

1st: they accept A-level..and not SAM!!

2nd: i need IELTS!!

3rd: i can try to appl...if my result 90 and above!!

but i waste many marks at SEM1 !!

and internal asssessment!!

4th: interview!!

5th: i wan to go!!!!i hope to go!!!!!!!

90% 90% 90% 90% 90% 90% 90% 90% 90%

i need to do something for my future...

god bless me..a mi tuo fo!!

受伤

心灵受伤了
朋友伤得好重
可是却不能表露出来
他们说的其实都很对
那些其实我自己都有发现到
只是不敢面对而已

我不完美的地方真的很多
也就是说缺点很多
我只能说能改的，我会努力改
不能改的，保留～
它会变成我的特征=)

很难过
如果我突然改变
你们又会说我什么呢？
或许我该改变了
现在也没时间跟你们一起疯
现在一心只想把所有东西弄好
学我该学的东西
考好成绩
然后可以到我想去的地方
读想读的课程

相处的这一年，真的很开心
刚开始，你们的现实让我无法接受
现在能接受了
心脏的保护膜因为你们也变得更厚了
我们之间有愉快的，有伤心的
可是这些都会变成我的回忆
最珍贵的回忆
谢谢你们

study

from now...
i have to say bye bye to facebook
and my lovely friends..
i want to concentrate on my study
to achieve my dreams..(medicine, veterinary)
& Netherland!!
UNIVERSITY OF UTRECHT!!
i love that place..
goal: ATAR 85 and above!!
Biology 81
Chemistry 81
Mathematics 81
English as Second Language 81
Physics 81

these are the minimum marks for every subjects!!
i have to work harder!!!
Jia Ruey ..you can do it!!
Fight for dreams!!!Fight for Netherland!!

断了线的风筝

现在的我
有了目标
却不懂得努力
感觉我就像断了线的风筝

我需要那个能牵我回来的那个人
可是他不在了
或许也根本没有这个人
现在的我..在盼望
有那么一个吧

去荷兰读书的梦想
能不能成功
谁懂?没有人
我在这...
希望我能

或许我只能说
一切都会有挫折
只是看怎么面对
怎么解决而已